tinnitus

More than a moment of calm at balance Flaotrooms

A couple of weeks ago I had the pleasure of having a lovely self care treat when I was kindly invited to Balance Floatrooms to experience some floatation therapy by trying out one of their floatation tanks.

What I discovered most when I started practicing mindfulness was how unkind we can all be to both ourselves in expecting so much from ourselves mentally and physically without allowing ourselves the rest we need. As we all now know… self care is never selfish… it’s crucial but it’s not always easy. When we start to accept that doing nothing for a time is in fact doing something… it’s called resting…it can help us loose the guilt it often brings with it… the guilt we can give ourselves! Taking small moments just to check in with our breath during a busy day is in fact a little power nap for the mind and a regular meditation practice is like taking our minds to a spa.

As for the our bodies…the busy 21st century we live in can make us feel guilty for sitting down unless we’re either plugged into a laptop, our phones or learning a foreign language! 

If you find it difficult to allow your body and mind to rest and have yet to start a meditation practice a good way to dip your toe into allowing your body to just be and float is to experience some floatation therapy. I’d heard a lot about the benefits of floatation tanks but had yet to try one out so I was looking forward to the experience. If you’re not already familiar with flotation tanks, they are basically tanks that are filled with skin-temperature water and epsom salt (magnesium) to allow your body to effortlessly float on the surface of the water so you feel weightless.


Just before I immersed myself into the purple light of the floatation tank. The colours can be changed or you can lie in complete darkness - it’s up to you. You can also see the shower behind me in this pic and also how spotlessly clean the place is!

Just before I immersed myself into the purple light of the floatation tank. The colours can be changed or you can lie in complete darkness - it’s up to you. You can also see the shower behind me in this pic and also how spotlessly clean the place is!

“The energy used to fight the constant battle against gravity is now redistributed and increases blood flow and supports regulation of both the lymphatic and digestive system. The newfound source of vitality facilitates your natural detoxification systems and helps your body break down excess lactic acid and other toxins produced as a result of inflammation.

In addition, the reduced stimuli within the float tank allows your peripheral nervous system to transition into a parasympathetic state and achieve homeostasis through deep rest and relaxation.”

Balance Floatrooms


Combined with the excitement of having an hour to myself there was also a small bit of fear that it may not be a pleasurable experience due to my tinnitus. You see you never know with Tinnitus or what to expect as it might flare up in a confined space and end up ruining the experience - but that’s where mindfulness helps as it reminds us of how our thoughts are just that - thoughts - and to try to stay present and experience it moment by moment.

My first impression as I walked through the doors of Balance was the very warm welcome I received from the owner Patrick. As there are just two flotation tanks there (each in a separate rooms for privacy) there was also another person booked in for the same time as me so Patrick explained the process and the benefits of flotation therapy and what to expect in our experience.

some of The Benefits of Flotation Therapy

Floatation therapy is said to benefit sleep quality, stress and anxiety, chronic pain and muscle recovery and it can also be of great benefit during pregnancy and like I so frequently say about meditation - it it is also said that it can help with creativity and focus (as you are free from other distractions). On top of all these benefits, the one that excited me the most was that one hour in a flotation tank (the amount of time of each treatment) is the equivalent to 4 hours of deep sleep - now we all want that don’t we?!!

One of the other things I noticed before I even entered the tank itself was how immaculately clean the place was - especially as I visited during a pandemic - you tend to take more notice of these things and Patrick left noting to chance with the level of hygiene I witnessed during my visit. Apart from each tank being emptied and cleaned after each visit, everything else was also spotless and there was even a make-up room to go to afterwards where you had everything necessary to get yourself together again to face the world after you’d had your shower when you’ve finished your treatment. There are also inspirational quotes on all the doors - so I definitely felt at home! The showers themselves are in the room with the tank itself so again - this proves for a comfortable experience.

Once Patrick explains everything and shows you to the tank you lock the door and the experience begins. As I can be a little claustrophobic I decided to use the yoga block Patrick supplied to leave the tank open a bit but I think the next time I would shut it completely as recommended. As I have titanium rods fused to my spine it did take me a couple of minutes to totally relax and allow my body to just float but that’s where my meditation practice helped as I reminded myself that it was just my resistance to letting my body go so as I settled in I began to feel weightless and it felt like heaven. For those of you who also meditate regularly do you know those times when you have said “that meditation was so relaxing” - especially a good body scan when your entire body and mind have completely relaxed? Well this felt like one of those times.

Again, like meditation or going on retreats I’ve often been asked - do you not get bored? Or “Oh I couldn’t just lie there doing nothing” all I say is - try it and see because it’s never doing nothing - you’re lying there giving your body and mind the care and attention and nourishment it needs to do the best job it can on a daily basis. This is not just benificial if you’re an athlete or a professional sports person - our bodies don’t need to be pushed to their limited to be rewarded with time out - our bodies do so much for us daily - they deserve to be rewarded for all they do - as do our minds!

After the experience I did notice that my tinnitus felt a little softer than normal - a bit like it does after I cycle when the wind sounds adjust it - and my entire body felt so relaxed and as for sleep - lets just say that I ‘floated off’ and slept like a baby!

For further information or to treat yourself to floatation therapy visit www.balancefloatrooms.ie

The ‘Silent’ Effects of Tinnitus Highlighted on the Big Screen

I finally just got round to going to see the much talked about movie of the moment “A Star is Born” last night. While I knew before I went that alcohol and drug addiction would be key to the storyline I was also surprised to see another topic even closer to home also highlighted - a condition I have lived with for 4 years now… The ‘silent’ illness called tinnitus.

Reassessing the meaning of "having it all"

Reassessing the meaning of "having it all"

This pic was taken one morning in October 2008 after I was asked by the Limerick Leader newspaper to take part in a feature titled "Can Women Have it All". I remember getting myself and my daughter ready that morning - we both got all dressed up and ready to be photographed. After the photographs were taken I was called by Anne Sheridan, a journalist with the Limerick Leader to ask me what I thought about working mums having to juggle their careers and motherhood and could we really have it all?

Putting My MoMe Cards to the Test on TV3

When I was contacted by one of the lovely researchers at TV3 to appear on their Boost My Business section of Ireland AM, I was excited about the opportunity but also very scared at the thoughts of appearing on live TV! Television was something I had never done - I was comfortable sitting in front of a computer screen but it was a first for me appearing on national television and the fact that it was going to be live - yes LIVE!!! - would normally have only added to my anxiety if I had allowed it to! 

After running my own design agency for almost 2 decades, I had done many presentations to clients but since I developed tinnitus I struggled a bit with these until I started meditating. So while I was getting back on track meeting clients and presenting my designs, being on television was another kettle-of-fish! I firmly believe that being mindful about the upcoming appearance really helped how I felt about it. I also had my daughters confirmation on the friday previous so that was a welcomed distraction as I said to myself "I won't think about it until after the confirmation" and that's exactly what happened - it didn't enter my head from that initial call from TV3 until the Sunday before my appearance. 

On the journey up to Dublin that morning at 6am, apart from doing my make-up followed by a 10 minute meditation and chatting to my ever supportive husband, I decided to use my MoMe Cards to flick through. I shuffled them around a bit and it's funny as the one card that kept coming up was "Inhale, Exhale, that's how you'll get through it". I joked about it with my husband a bit but I can honestly say it helped me breathe and forget about the cameras and the fact that it was going to be live and just relax about the whole experience.

I shuffled them around a bit and it’s funny as the one card that kept coming up was “Inhale, Exhale, that’s how you’ll get through it”.

When we arrived at TV3 everyone there were so welcoming. I initially felt at ease - still a bit nervous - but definitely not anxious like I would have been in the past. I realise 100% that as we get older, age definitely helps us deal with situations like this, but without a doubt I know that mindfulness and meditation helped me breathe and relax in a situation that in the past I would have worked myself up into a tizzy over!

Behind the scenes getting ready for my first live tv appearance and remembering to Breathe!!


It's a wrap! Such a lovely experience with all the Ireland AM team!

It's a wrap! Such a lovely experience with all the Ireland AM team!

Meeting Alan Hughes and below with the lovely Sinéad Desmond who was an absolute pleasure to meet!

Meeting Alan Hughes and below with the lovely Sinéad Desmond who was an absolute pleasure to meet!

We didn't have long to get set up as obviously everything on Live TV happens so quickly - but again - that was probably a good thing! I got the chance to have a quick chat with the really lovely Sinéad Desmond, but after Mark Cagney introduced himself to us it was time to go live! Even though there was no time for a run-through and have a chat about what questions we would be asked, Mark made everyone feel at ease. He was a complete gentleman and even noticed how I was using my cards to help me breathe! So, along with listening to my breath and not my tinnitus ringing loudly, and focusing on what Mark was asking me and not the cameras - I ended up really enjoying the experience in that moment so it was all over before I knew it! 

After we wrapped up everyone was so lovely. I got to have another chat with Sinéad Desmond - who was so friendly and approachable - and so genuine! It really was such a lovely experience and one that I am very grateful to the team at Ireland AM and TV3 for. I received such fantastic feedback from family and friends after the appearance and it also proved to be a great way of boosting a little business that ironically never ever set out as one! Thank you TV3!

A Mindful Cycle

I have mentioned before how starting to cycle again has really helped me get relief from my tinnitus. My doctor mentioned that it's the wind blowing past my ear that diffuses the sound so I can escape the constant whistling sound. While I have since discovered other means of distraction - much as meditation and being mindful - I have now started to discover other benefits of cycling apart from the obvious fitness side. Cycling has definitely made me feel more present. I notice my surroundings more and really embrace the freedom of the feeling of being on the bike. As an added bonus, my husband - who introduced me to cycling - and both my children also love it so it has become a great way to spend an hour on a saturday or a sunday.

We are also very fortunate to have the majestic River Shannon on our doorstep with a cycle path that goes from our house directly out to the stunning grounds of the University of Limerick. On a clear winters day it is one of the best feelings in the world to cycle along the banks of the shannon and stop along the way to see the swans and the ducks. My children absolutely love it and since I became open to Mindfulness I have learned how wonderful it is to appreciate these things even more. In a world where we are obsessed with perfection and appearance we all need to stand back and really see the beauty in everything. I mean really notice things. Before I started on my Mindful journey I would have frequently visited the ducks with the lads but I would still have probably had 101 other things going on in my head at the same time so while I saw the ducks I probably didn't really see them. Now I can sit there and watch them with my family and really notice and enjoy those moments in a different way. It's those moments on our cycles that I really enjoy. It's looking at the architecture while cycling around UL's campus along with seeing the shadows of my children on their bikes as we're cycling along. It's knowing that they enjoy it too as there will be plenty of days when they'll say I don't want to go and that's fine to but for the moment I will enjoy the ones when they do.